this is an old one… but at least it’s something

I wish you could love me with everything you had
just one more time again.

Just so I can strip that all away and leave you
standing there naked without even your pride to shelter your body.

I never wished any foul your way
but after what you did to me all bets are off.

I’ll never tell you about the girl I fucked before you gave in
I don’t know why, but I’ll keep it to myself.

Maybe I’ll blurt it out in the middle of the night
a drunken call to make you think twice.

I said I’d never break your heart
guess I didn’t see your fingers crossed when you said it back.

I can’t take back every second I devoted to you
but you made me regret them almost immediately.

I never thought I’d even think of hurting you
but right now I wish you cared enough that I could.